@ muserevoval: 091.3. First Person Prompt

Bad Mistake @ muserevival

Dear Mickey,

You made me have a fucking wet dream, you cunt. Do you know how long it's been since I had one of those? But I don't know what's fucking worse. My dick thinking it's 12 years old again, or the fact I slept through getting a fucking boner because I'm so drugged that I have the functioning ability of approximately a squash worm.

And now I'm fucking thinking about it, it feels like you might be out there fucking new dudes at every truck stop. It makes me feel sick inside, but I know I have no right to feel like that. Was splitting with you a really bad mistake? Some days, it all feels like I'm trapped in a fucking nightmare and maybe I'll wake up back where we're together, and there's no fucking bipolar or you not being you, and everything is something I know how to deal with again.

( Other days, I know I'm not stuck in a nightmare at all. Just stuck in this shithole that I'll probably never get out of... )